Dina left what would have been a most attractive
future, a loving family life, a successful musical career, a promising future,
the chance to create a happy home … all this to respond with a YES to God who
is above everything.
Dina made an
impression on her Sisters. Let us listen
to them. They tell us that it was rather by her attitudes than her words that
they noticed:
Her great
simplicity
She was so
self-effacing that it seemed that in her own eyes she counted for nothing. Her
great humility hid her talent.
Exteriorly she
was like all the others. Nobody imagined that she received extraordinary gifts
of grace.
At times of
recreation when the conversation became very animated, she was quiet so that
others would have the pleasure of recounting what had happened.
Her joy
In the
afternoons the novices organised recreations, or musical or literary
activities. Dina participated fully in the activities and in the games. Her
sketches amused everyone. One would have thought that her shyness would prevent
her from playing unusual parts, but the contrary was true, when anything was
entrusted to her she did it with spontaneity, thought and cheerfulness.
Her
self-forgetfulness
In the noviciate
tasks were allocated to each one. When they were not assigned she always chose
the most difficult and offered to replace those who had had the hardest ones.
She did this so pleasantly that she gained their affection
She always
wanted to make others happy and one had to pay attention to the expression of
the simplest wish because she responded to it immediately. If possible she did
more, she did not wish to do less.
Always affable
and good, she avoided hurting others, even if it was a religious who made her
suffer.
Her austerity
Dina did not
like apples. Her parents, who did not know this, often brought this fruit to
her and her superior, taking her health into account, wanted her to eat some.
Dina ate apples for many months until the Mistress of Novices perceived the
repugnance that they caused her.
Throughout her
time in the infirmary, Dina suffered in knowing that her Sisters had to serve
her. She would have preferred that the roles would be reversed. She was always
surprised and grateful for the smallest attention offered her, for a minute
detail. She was not demanding and seemed
surprised that they had even thought of her. She endured the suffering brought
on by her illness without saying anything, without it being noticed. She never
complained. Her constant smile in the midst of such pain was what most
attracted attention.
Sometimes the tasks that she was given to do
accumulated: compositions, songs, copies, letters, registers, translations …
but she never considered herself overworked. They say that, after her death,
there was surprise at the amount of work she had undertaken during her illness.
She always had something good to say about people. She
gave the impression that she never saw the less good or defective side of
others.
While she was
still able to teach music she did so with interest and was greatly appreciated.
She was demanding but kind. She only sought to give the best of herself and for
the good of each of her pupils.
I could tell you
much more but I feel that by now you can make out what Dina was like and you
yourself can draw your own conclusions.
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